Sea Otter

Well--Fish officially looks like a sea otter today. Fish has limb buds and is shaped a little more like a human. I'm getting really excited about meeting fish. We have our first ultrasound next Friday at 8am and we are hoping and praying to see a heartbeat!

I can't wait for W to be a daddy--he'll be such a good one. I know he'll love fish and play with him. He can be so tender sometimes and I know fish will love him for it.

I've been feeling so close to W lately. I'm not sure how he feels, though, b/c I secretly think this pregnancy has freaked him out. Some days I think I'm taking it better than him. He has all these worries about his job and finishing grad school and being healthy--all typical father-to-be concerns. I know he'll totally bond with fish when he sees fish.:)

I'm going to go spend some time with W. I love just being near him and loving on him. For some reason, he often thinks I'm not listening even when I am, but nothing I can say will change his mind. I'm chalking it all up to pregnancy nerves, though. He's definitely been on-edge lately.

We had a really good time last night.....after an argument that was probably long overdue. I wish we had more time to just spend together b/c he's so wonderful.

Last but not least my beta came back today at 1731. We're now in the good ultrasound range. I can't wait!